Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in kilianar's LiveJournal:

Monday, September 4th, 2006
1:13 pm	My summer... Well I haven't updated in forever. Right now, I'm at Casey's house, something I need to do way more often, because Casey's my best friend. I'm here because yesterday I called him and told him I wanted to bring ACTREGARDLESS back, this time as a tech-core sorta project. We also got a bassist, Conor, and hopefully I'll be able to have fun with this band for once. Well, I guess I'll give you an overview of my summer. At the beginning of the summer, it seemed like I was always high. I smoked all the time. Then I started having panic attacks every day. Since they started after I smoked, I decided to quit. I've only had a few attacks since then, which is great, because panic attacks suck. I went to camp in Vermont for five weeks, which was afwul. I missed Kirsten so much, and I basically missed Connecticut, as weird as that sounds. The highlights of camp were being visited by Kirsten and Warped Tour, where I was able to hang out with Nagy and Mala. Other highlights of Warped: HORSE, AM!, Aeroplane, Anti-Flag, Hellogoodbye, Motion City, and tons of others. I got back, and I've just been hanging out with Kirsten a lot. I love her :) I've also been hanging out with Nagy a bunch, along with Ryan. There's my summer. Thanks to all my friends who made it such a good one. Current Music: Glassjaw (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
8:28 pm	Stuff! OK, so I hung out with Kirsten for a while when she was at work yesterday, and that was really fun. Some crazy shit happened a couple days ago, but we worked it out. So far, she hasn't done anything with anyone, and that makes me really happy. I'm starting to think that this break isn't the worst thing that could have happened. I'm gonna see her tomorrow, too. Niiice. I'm seeing Folly and HORSE on June 5th. HELL YES! Current Music: Folly (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
10:50 pm	Shit. I'm having a panic attack. It's fucked up. Everything's fucked up. That's the best way to describe things right now. Fucked up. I feel like half an hour ago I was fine, I had a great girlfriend, we just spent a really fun day together. It feels like in the past 15 minutes a million things have been loaded on top of me, and I'm being crushed at the bottom of a shitload of problems that I created. Every second,the problems keep piling on, and I don't know how it will work out. Current Mood: Fucked up (1 Comment |Comment on this)